CAN'T DO THIS!!
It's only 6 P.M. and I am walking around my house like an idiot...I should have gone
to my Wilton classes, but I can't get going...I don't feel like getting dressed and driving
all the way over there. Anyway, it's raining...Anyway, I can't stop crying.
WHAT A FOOL!!
What a way to fool myself!! I really thought I could handle this separation again, but I can't.
Maybe tomorrow I will see it differently.
Or maybe....
I can pretend he didn't leave this morning.