Thu 18 - Wed 24
WEEK 39
My main concern this week was if I was going to make it to Thanksgiving or not.
This time it was not at home. Beth's parents, invited Sandra and I to their home.
My cold was making me doubt. My throat was hurting...my chest congested,
and my nose was stuffy. My nose. That in itself was a big problem, because
I have a very prominent one, to put it nicely...and when I have a cold it makes
me feel like giant, talking, walking, STUFFY NOSE!
So here I was feeling like this, and with a long list of "things to do". I bought
an over the counter severe cold medication, Zycam, Ricola lozenges, and
took them religiously.Anything to get me better and not have to say, I
couldn't make it! At night I would rub Vick's vapo-rub on my chest, and
on my back. Upper back...of course...that's as far as I could reach. If only
Pepe would have been here!
I feel I dealt with everything quite well, AND without loosing my nerves. Hold it!
Let me give myself a pat in the back! Finally, at 50, I realize I can only do
so much...and my mind was set on enjoying Thanksgiving EVEN, if I was
not feeling my best. EVEN, if Pepe, Mayra, Raul, Alberto, Gabriel, my sister
Hilda and her children, were not sitting at the table. Because, although they
would not be physically there...they were in my heart, and I was thankful that
they were alive and well.
Above all, I didn't want to disappoint Maricela. Since, Anne, had asked if I would
like to invite a friend, I decided to take her along, and also give Violeta a surprise,
by celebrating her 7th birthday. This kept me going...hoping to get better, and
not fail in doing something nice for someone special.
The only thing nagging at me was that as the week progressed, I wasn't
happy with how I looked. I am not kidding when I say I have aged years
since Pepe left....And Sandra's news that she has decided to stay in the U.S.
has brought me down. But, it is her decision. I can't force her. I can only wish
her the best. Nevertheless, I know this will add grey hairs and wrinkles when
the time comes for me to leave.
Ha, wrinkles...I managed to swing by my hair dresser and have her cut my
bangs. After many, many years, I have bangs again. Why? To hide the wrinkles
on my forehead of course! It took years off of me... So glad I did it. Now, if I
could only hide the extra 25 lbs I am carrying around... Is there anyone out
there that wants to diet and exercise with me? Let me know, we could
encourage each other! But only after Christmas. No sense on doing it before!
During this week I also had to squeeze in time to write a post for Jillsy's blog.
One Word Wednesday ~ YOU'RE IN FOR SOME FUN!! Feeling sick, taking care of
Alonso, and just plain not enough time, I came close to skipping this week..
but I just couldn't. There is something that draws me to work under pressure.
The photos I had taken at the beginning of the week. The story I wrote, in
momentary "rest" periods, while cooking for Thanksgiving! This was the
result: SPLATTER ME NOT BEEF STEW. After going through all the trouble
of writing this...that night I found some old photos that would have simplified
my life....TALK ABOUT "SPLATTER"...
Look at this mess!!
New Years Eve
1993...
This photo of my mom having fun in a "splattered" kitchen was historic.
And this photo of Pepe "splattered" on the
floor is a winner!!
This is how my week ended, remembering fun family reunions...sitting in front
of my computer, giving my final O.K. to the post, going to bed, and praying that
I might wake up well enough to enjoy Thanksgiving with loved ones.
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